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this week, not going to talk much about my lovely school because wednesday was a very very special day to me..dun wan to think about the ‘good thing’ of my school which will greatly affect my mood.. hehe. still remember " tanggal 26 bulan tujuh, seorang bayi yang c_m_l telah dilahirkan " haha.. know whats that? fine forget about it…

here… wanna say thx to all my frens..( wan ying, jia yee, sok bee, su li, patricia, sok har, yew ping, mei gie, cheng, rui ching, xiao jing, shih chi, sea win, ven han, mun kit, loreki, chengky, allan, kelvin, kuhan, tze seang, seng hian, steve, nicholas, kyoong, yi yung, ho leong, chong yong, calvin, bor wen, kent, jau lin, tze chooi, ley huun, min hui, john, diana, haziega, michelle, kar wai, yeong ping etc ) hope i din missed up some one. if i did dun kecil hati wo ..thx for ur calls, ur wishes, ur sms, ur presents, ur testimonials etc etc…really touched!

on the previous sunday, a very special person already celebrated for me. bring me to a very special cafe, under a very special atmosphere, without expectation. jaz when i came out fr the toilet, the cafe suddenly become dimly lit, and a waitress brought me a bday cake.. like something out of the movie rite? haha…and the very special person sing me a bday song..the situation specially touching…

on wednesday pula, i went out with the special person also.. plan to go hutan lipur or museum orang asli ( the place i wanted to go for long ) but ended up, we were lost in rawang and selayang and finally we saw majlis peperiksaan malaysia! so we go in and buy skema for stpm!! haha..then we passed by a very weird place known as taman rimba komanwel! it looks mysterious..as the ‘ghost festival’ is coming we leave it immediately..haha..scared! later on..we finally saw a small sign board stated hutan lipur at the roadside ( which we already passed by for few times ) ..its under construction…haha..what a day!!

and today, is the outing day for the ‘volley gang.’ we went to barbq plaza ( my working place before start study ). and there..i ate a lot..economy pork set, salmon, fish fillet, honeydew sago. red bean squash, fried rice with bacon, bacon with needle mushroom, chocolate cheese cake and a piece of beef ( my fren cheats me said thats a pork,  haih..dosa dosa!!) the food is super nice..finger licking..haha..u must take a try! then we go and take pic, so fun..

next is the presents fr my frens… is variety and  big surprise too. 1st is the skirt..haha…( i dun think i suit such a nice skirt..) i will spoil it..haha..but thx…its nice.. and the hands protect thing..haha..i will use it when i am driving..most probably..! the necklace, i will definitely wear it. the stylish bag, i will surely use it too..the bear..(should b the dog) will b my sleeping companion..the nice mickey mouse watch…the keychain.. hehe ..and a box of folded message..haha..wan me 2 open everyday each…special hor??

this bday is really very special one for me…besides all the memorable sweet memories….thats too some sad stories… i fail my math on my bday ( oh..never! ) the questions r really   challenging, though i dunno how to do but i like it! and i lose my badminton match ( coz they r not playing according to the rules! ) *angry*..i was screwed by teacher..haih…i dun think they r qualified enough to screw me…a piece of advice.." before scolding ppl, think of ur qualification! upgrade urself 1st, make urself being respected then only the student will listen to u..and dun complaint about the student if u urself cant play ur role well.. "

thats all for this week…thx again to all my beloved frens!!

first of all, thx for the comments. well, i know sometimes when something goes wrong, we must accept it as challenge or whatever. yea i did. if not i should hav burn the skol instead. but when i am trying 2 accept all this unacceptable things as part of life, i must do something to balance up myself, to release my inner frust, that is through my blog!!

but after i complaint so much about the skol, i do feel a bit guilty. so this time i decided to write something ‘good’ about it. in the previous blog, i wrote that the toilet got no light. it is untrue actually. i found out there’s a dust-covered old fluorescent light which is directly above a big tangki. thats y i cant see the light la coz it is used 2 brighten up the tangki instead of the toilet bowl! what a good design!

2nd : our school management is actually very very kind hearted. jaz recently theres a kind of campaign to raise fund. so everyone can donate the newspaper or whatever stuff. at 1st i tot it was voluntary but then later on.. the teacher said everyone must bring 30cm of newspaper, else they will giv dimerit marks and hold ur testimonial ( coz of 30cm of newspaper we might lose our testimonial! ) is this means the newspaper is more important than our future? no no no…they actuallywanna inculcate the moral values in the students..jaz they r using a harsh way!!

3rd : our school also tried to enhance the mutual understnading especially among the chinese.. i dunno why they like to seperate the chinese, indian and malay. eg. when some not civilised ppl conteng the gals’ toilet with chinese words..the next day, the headmaster punished all the chinese students..ask us 2 berikrar.. ( if berikrar can reduce the disciplinary cases, what is the police and discipline teacher for) ..and is it only chinese gals know how 2 write in mandarin? how come i saw some indians in my chinese primary school?? mayb they r not indians..jaz their skin colour is a bit darker…

4th : the spot check during assemble…the teacher asked the chinese gal to go in front..malay at the back and indian the middle..the guy can go back 2 class…( is this bias ? ) all guys follow the school rules? and they separate according to the race..whats the point?? they will check the indians more strictly?? or jaz check the chinese coz we r too rich 2 bring our hp to school?.. is this racist? no no no…as what i said they jaz wanna increase the mutual understanding…they did this with good purpose!!

haih..thats all for this week…i’m glad i discovered something ‘good’ about this school…hope to discover more next time..gonna study a bit physics..got exam 2molo..no good la if i fail..no face ah…!!

This is my first time 2 post a blog. Too boring ady , no mood to study. I have been started my form six life two months ago, and so unfortunately i was sent to smk raja abdullah. At first, it din giv me any bad impression though my frens, my mum and her gossipers kept saying that this school is shitty. But once i stepped in this school… the very very 1st step… i started 2 agree… it is more shitty than what i expected..!!

1st: The surrounding : the very very popular place for gals.. ‘toilet’..oh my god! y on earth got such a toilet where there is no lock..no light…( i cant see the toilet bowl..oh no!!)  the flush is malfunction..and the worst thing is the SMELL!! can smell it 100 metres away.. haih…compare to smk maluri…oh no…like hell and heaven…

2nd: The classroom : jaz briefly describe.. one of the fans is malfunction,  no window pane, not enuf tables and chairs ( everyday must steal from other classes ). and come to the worstthing is …. the MOSQUITOS!! jaz two months…my sexy legs is full of mosquitos’ love bites! sigh man..!

3rd: The teachers : not to say bad actually.. jaz when ask them question, they dunno how 2 answer only ma.. their teaching method….not to say bad also..jaz after finishing few babs,..i realize i learn nth.. and the homeworks they giv…not to say hard…jaz after i finish they refuse 2 giv me d answer only ma…( whats the point i finish it then ) " u shouldnt ask 4 the answer, u must discuss with ur fren, if u get the same answer as ur fren..and theres the actual answer" this is a new philosophy i learn fr the teacher when she refused 2 giv me the answer ( what the….) our learning speed..not bad also le…jaz 2 months ady.. we already reach half pf the 1st bab for math..( fast rite).. if i dunno how 2 solve a question and the teacher cant solve it too…whats the point having a teacher bull shitting in front of the class everyday…i really dun understand!! and if i can solve the problem but the teacher cant…y am i sitting there listen to the nonsence instead of standing in front and teaching….oh no…Y??

haih..overall…form six life is much much stressful than what i expected…i dun go for tuition coz i think it is useless , i dun get any guidance from the teachers….and i still cant cope with the english used in chemistry and physics…and physics especially…i dun understand!! oh my god… okla…stop here..gonna go pray…hope 2 get some guidances fr god..instead of the teachers..!!

SOB..