why this happened so fast and sudden

after chen ming, my papa’s health has been deteriorating, difficult in moving and lose his appetite. during that time, i reject all d outings without telling my frens about my dad’s condition, earnestly hope that he will recover very soon.

in this one month time, i bring my parents here and there, seeking for medication and as well some sinsehs to get some spiritual advice. all d doctors couldnt diagnose anything, so we starts to bliv it might be some ‘dirty things’, all d bomoh saying the same thing that my papa shouldnt hav go for chen ming, ask my mama pray here and there then will heal..we follow exactly the instructions but all our efforts go in vain..

finally my papa was admitted to hospital.. when his condition getting worse.. my mama has been in hospital too accompany my papa day and night.. doctors perform all the x ray, mri, scanning but everything seems normal… but y papa like this? the doctor said is brain stroke.. this does not convince me as my father’s limbs stil hav feeling, he can listen and respond to us.. there is no blockage in arteries.. but doctor claims that sometimes stroke could be no reason.. doctor nv prescribe any medicine.. everyday my papa was lying there.. and condition din seem to get better..

at the same time.. my bros nv stop to seek more a more powerful sinseh.. which according to her, my papa becomes like that is bcoz of ‘dirty thing’, but quite unblivable after my mama listen to her advice and pray.. my papa is getting better.. everyday me and bros fly to hosp after work.. doctor said my papa can discharge by this week.. so hapi that i no nid to be alone at home anymore..

jaz two days after i got the good news, i went back home after work.. ready to visit my papa.. but once i reached home.. my mom was at home.. her mood is bad.. only until i reach hosp, i get to know my papa was in icu.. my mom said my papa suddenly stop breathing..  papa has to now depend on machine to breath.. even blood pressure and heart beat hav to use medicine to sustain..doctor said if it is becoz of choking then papa would be ok in 2 days.. that night was a terrible night.. as visitors are not allow to stay in icu mama follow us back home.. the next day is labour day.. i suppose to go office a while.. while my mama went to hosp early in the morning.. when i was about to go office.. my bro calling from hosp.. doctor said ask whoever who wan to c my papa to come over as soon as possible..

me and my other bros fly there once we get the call.. my papa stil in coma.. the whole day we were in hospita talking to papa.. hope he wil wake up.. until night we went back home..the next day is the second day.. full of hope that papa wil wake up.. bro fetching mama to hosp while i goin to work.. jaz stepping out of my house.. a call from my mom.. crying sound fr the other side saying papa has passed away..

3 Responses to “why this happened so fast and sudden”

  1. bibi pOoH Says:

    be tough gal..dun be so sad ..take care…

  2. -WiLLiaM- Says:

    Ling…be tough k…

  3. see Says:

    dun feel anguish….there is still a very long route in ur life 2 go through….never gove up…

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